I'm not going to finish NaNoWriMo by tomorrow—my word count is hovering around 40,000. That's a far cry from 50,000. I've had to put the manuscript aside to meet some deadlines, applications and otherwise, and I have a sample due Monday and an outline for a new project due next Friday. Today I am meeting … Continue reading Adjusting My Goals
Month: November 2007
Middle Muddle
As usual, the middle of my story is bloated up with air and foam. I wave an arm through it, can't see my own hand. This always happens with me. I think I need to go to a plot workshop. You know, come to think of it, I once did go to a plot workshop, … Continue reading Middle Muddle
Sometimes
Sometimes I want to be writing a YA novel, and I move deeply into a scene, sure of what I'm doing, and all is well. Sometimes I want to be writing simply a novel, a novel I would find on a shelf and read, so then I must be writing literary fiction, and I move … Continue reading Sometimes
Driving Through the Fog
It was a holiday and I was obliged to take a break from the writing. Upstate had a heavy fog when we landed at the train station. It enveloped the car, so we could barely see the road ahead. And the roads near my mother's house—a house barely findable, even with directions—are the tiniest of … Continue reading Driving Through the Fog
Disclaimer
It's November 19, nighttime, which leaves me a .03% chance of writing anything before bed. I am going away for Thanksgiving on Wednesday. I have 26,526 words. And I just agreed to a project (deadline forthcoming) and to write a sample chapter for something else. (We need money to move.) And I've been sleeping late. … Continue reading Disclaimer
Behind, But No Matter
I'm somewhat behind. But this morning I think I came to a good stride. I finally got out some words that gave me my high, so as of now, even if I don't reach 50,000, it doesn't matter. Silly confession to follow: I felt a tad ill on Thursday. I was at work and noticed … Continue reading Behind, But No Matter
Internal Dialogue
Admit the following things to yourself, self. You are not sure if your skill meets up with your vision. The story is better in your head. The pictures in your head, so much better. When you try, and you cannot say that you haven't been trying, the words that dribble out just don't have that … Continue reading Internal Dialogue
Flat
I'm sorry, but the writing is just really flat. I'm not sure how to get around this—keep blasting through? take a moment to think? (when? during work? on the subway? at night when I am too tired to move? between headaches?) start over? again? delve deep into my character, much-needed, get through to who she … Continue reading Flat
Far from Home
I'm doing better in terms of words that can be counted (18,627 as of tonight), but I am well aware that I'll have to cut a great many at the end. That's to be expected, I know, but I'm not sure how helpful this process will be to me except in sheer pages. The question … Continue reading Far from Home
10 Words
You heard me. Ten words—that's all I wrote today. But I have renewed energy and excitement, thanks to a certain someone who knows who he is, thank you (and I'm not sweating the unrelated rejection). Word count stalled at: novaren Day 8: 14316 words so far (28.6%). But tomorrow it's back on.
