Every morning—on mornings I am a good writer and not a bad writer—I wake up while it’s still dark and while my other half is still sleeping. I climb out of the loft bed to turn off the alarm—every morning expecting to fall off the ladder, and every morning somehow just inches short of fallingContinue reading “Fumbling in the Dark”
Monthly Archives: January 2009
Home?
I was talking to a coworker the other day and the town of Woodstock, NY, came up and I said, “You know that’s where I’m from, right?” But that’s a funny thing for me to say. Because, really, Woodstock is just the last place I lived with my family before I went off to collegeContinue reading “Home?”
15 Minutes in the Spotlight
Yesterday evening I stood on a raised platform before rows of seats and read words I’d written out loud to few friends and mostly strangers. The light was on me, on the square where I stood, but not on the people in the audience, so when I looked out I saw only the faint outlinesContinue reading “15 Minutes in the Spotlight”
This is the Day You See Your Cover
It’s a weekday morning. You wake up. You head to your desk job. Your subway train is stalled in the tunnel for five extra minutes, which causes you to run to the office to make it on time and you narrowly avoid skidding on the slippery sidewalk and you step on your own scarf inContinue reading “This is the Day You See Your Cover”
Oh, January
January has not been treating me so well. And not just me—the world. When I’m silent for an entire week you can be sure the reason is the usual: I’m feeling low. I’ve spent the past week sitting in my ditch. From here, I can see people passing in their cars, on foot, whizzing byContinue reading “Oh, January”
Lessons in Pie-Making
I made a pie last night. Well, I tried. It was brown-sugar-cream pie, a simple enough recipe: you mix up sugar and whatever else in a pot, you pour it in a pre-made pie shell, you bake, you pull pie out of the oven without dropping it, you eat. Not so! I trudged out intoContinue reading “Lessons in Pie-Making”
Terrible Week of Fakeness, Wackness, Slacking, Dodging Umbrellas, Sleeping In
This was not a good week. My exhaustion followed me everywhere, forced me to sleep in, walked with me to work, made my eyes and limbs heavy, my brain a static-filled TV on mute. Tired physically. Tired mentally. Tired of the fake hellos and the shoulds and the shouldn’ts and the people who cannot beContinue reading “Terrible Week of Fakeness, Wackness, Slacking, Dodging Umbrellas, Sleeping In”
Books in Boxes
New novel update: I would not say things are going “well,” but I haven’t given up yet. The way in is sometimes slow, one toe wet for a week and still reluctant to dunk my head in. This amorphous new novel wants to be written, it’s just not giving me a good hint at howContinue reading “Books in Boxes”
Dani & Untitled
I’ve posted a summary of DANI NOIR if you’re curious… To update you more on DANI: The revision is in (!), the d&a payment will be coming soon (!), and next comes reviewing final line edits (!), reviewing copyedits and hoping the CE likes serial commas as much as I do (!), seeing 1st passContinue reading “Dani & Untitled”
