Writer-to-Writer Interview + Book Giveaway: Amy McNamara and LOVELY, DARK AND DEEP

This Writer-to-Writer Interview with Amy McNamara touches on telling ourselves stories in the face of things we don’t understand, the art she turns to when writing isn’t going well, and so much more about her debut YA novel, Lovely, Dark and Deep (Simon & Schuster BFYR, on sale TODAY).

I’m excited to tell you about a beautiful, lyrical debut novel called Lovely, Dark and Deep—one I haven’t stopped thinking about since I finished. To celebrate its release today, I have the author, Amy McNamara, here with a writer-to-writer interview that reveals why this novel was written and how it came to be, and which I hope will entice you to pick up this book.

Plus, you have a chance to win a signed finished copy of Lovely, Dark and Deep—in fact, we’ll be picking two winners! Just leave a comment on this post answering the question: “What is your creative outlet?” and you’re entered… (More giveaway details at the bottom of this post.)

Why that question? Keep reading and it will be clear…

A taste of Lovely, Dark and Deep from the jacket copy:

A resonant debut novel about retreating from the world after losing everything—and the connections that force you to rejoin it.

Since the night of the crash, Wren Wells has been running away. Though she lived through the accident that killed her boyfriend Patrick, the girl she used to be didn’t survive. Instead of heading off to college as planned, Wren retreats to her father’s studio in the far-north woods of Maine. Somewhere she can be alone.

Then she meets Cal Owen. Dealing with his own troubles, Cal’s hiding out too. When the chemistry between them threatens to pull Wren from her hard-won isolation, Wren has to choose: risk opening her broken heart to the world again, or join the ghosts who haunt her.

Now… for my questions:

Nova Ren Suma (me!): Every book has a story—and I don’t mean the one that’s printed on the page, but the story behind the story: Where the book came from and what first instigated it… Why you chose to tell it, or couldn’t help but tell it… What it means to you beyond the boundaries of the page…   

So what’s the story behind Lovely, Dark and Deep?

Maine © 2012 Amy McNamara

Amy McNamara: Hi, Nova. First, thank you so much for having me on your blog. I really loved Imaginary Girls. I loved the deliciously eerie exploration of two kinds of intense attraction—bonds of sisterhood and the raw charismatic magnetism some people just have. I’m also a reader of your fabulous Distractions and find myself routinely grateful to you for talking about the work of writing, which is, as you know, sometimes a lonely pursuit.

I wrote Lovely, Dark and Deep a few months after the sudden death of someone I loved. She and I were both writers and mothers and I was thoroughly unprepared to lose her when we did.

This loss thrust me into a kind of wilds of feeling I really hadn’t experienced before. I’d grieved people I’d loved, gone through mourning, but never in this way. I think Lovely, Dark and Deep was born from this wilderness inside me. There was a certain out-of-control feeling to my grief, uncontrollable tears at random times, inability to focus, and more than anything the desire to be quiet awhile, to sit still, alone, while some unnamable part of my heart came to understand what had happened. But life doesn’t work that way. I am the mother of two marvelous children, a wife, a daughter-sister-friend, and I had to keep each of those plates up in the air and spinning.

About four months after the death of my friend, I woke up with Wren Wells in my head. I may have been dreaming about her, I’m not sure, but there she was on her bike, dark hair whipping behind her as she made her way through alleys of shushing pine. I could see her as clearly as if I knew her.

Wren and her story really wrote themselves. I don’t recall a time I felt stuck or wasn’t sure what happened next. It was simply my job to sit there and get it all down. I think we tell ourselves stories in the face of things we don’t understand. There’s great comfort in falling, for a time, into the lives of others and letting language lead us to new truths, new ways of being.

NRS: One of the reasons I longed to do one of my “writer-to-writer” interviews with you is because I’m so intrigued by your background as a poet. (I often wish I could be a poet.) You have an MFA in poetry, have published numerous poems in literary journals, and, I imagine (though please do correct me if I’m wrong), you started off writing poetry before turning to prose.

What made you decide to turn to writing a novel? And how does being a poet influence the way you write and structure a novel? Did you always intend to also write fiction, or was it a surprise?

AM: I love the idea of fiction as a surprise. It has been the best kind of surprise. I hope it surprises me again soon.

I actually started with fiction, when I was eight or so. I think my first story was about a cricket clinging for dear life on the hood ornament of my dad’s car. I wrote fiction until my early twenties. Then I shifted to poetry. I wasn’t rejecting prose or anything, poems were just there instead. I remained an avid reader of novels and short-stories.

I didn’t think about writing fiction again until Wren and her world appeared. It was a sort of reprieve from everything, a place I wanted to visit.

Writing poetry’s not so different from writing fiction. Both seem to begin with image or at least that’s how it’s worked for me. The work’s pretty similar. You read and read and read, then face the page. Set something down. Once you’re in there tinkering, the tools at hand (image, music, syntax, &c.) become apparent. Reading poetry tunes your ear to the craft of writing poems just as surely as reading fiction instills a sense of or an intuition for narrative arc and voice and all the other tricks up the fiction writer’s sleeve.

Poetry has definitely informed my fiction writing. I am much more aware of syntax and music within the line or sentence—how the sounds of words influence what we understand, how we feel. I read it aloud, listen to how it plays in that reader voice, the internal one speaking when we read. I’m pretty sure I drove the copyeditors at Simon & Schuster crazy by using commas as rhythm instruments rather than in any clear or consistent grammatical sense. I think I was trying to sneak line breaks into my prose via comma.

NRS: Lovely, Dark and Deep is infused with art in so many forms. From the title itself—the perfect line from “Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening” by Robert Frost—to your narrator Wren’s own street photography that she hasn’t been able to face during this dark year, to her father the famous artist and the world of art she escaped to when she moved in with him.

Plus, in addition to being a poet, I’ve seen that you, yourself, are a photographer just like Wren. So now I’m here, romantically imagining your own life immersed in art in all its forms. Am I off-base? Does your poetry, fiction, and photography feed off one another in any way? Do you use different creative outlets for different expressions and at different points in your life?

Maine © 2012 Amy McNamara

AM: Art is important in my family. In addition to his day job, my husband’s an artist and we moved to New York from the Midwest seven years ago solely because we wanted to live somewhere more arts-rich and arts-oriented. In terms of medium, language is the first tool I reach for but I love the visual arts and hope I get to have another life so I can be born a painter.

I’m not happy unless I’m making something from the imagination. I tried to quit writing some years ago at a time when I was feeling unhappy about my work, but I was a failed quitter. Now when writing’s not going well, I’ll turn to another art form, like photography.

One pull of photography for me is the way it slows things down. We often know what’s going on around us, even if we don’t fully see it, don’t consciously take in all the details. Photographs catch some of those things in flight and stop them long enough for quiet inspection and deeper inquiry.

My honey and I just went to the Rineke Dijkstra retrospective. Ms Dijkstra’s photographs (she’s a portrait photographer) hit me like novels; the stories within them are so complete. And Ms Dijkstra is shooting actual people (as opposed to imagined people) in their actual lives. Then there’s the work of someone like Anna Gaskell who makes photographs that are purely from her imagination. Often they illustrate a story she’s telling or challenge our understanding of one we think we already know. Or the marvelous work of Amy Bennett, a painter who builds elaborate miniature 3-D sets—people in houses, for example—and there’s often something incredible going on in these scenes (someone falling down a flight of stairs or swooning on a bed or something) and then she paints the scenes she’s just built. In miniature. She constrains these emotion-packed scenes in tiny spaces. Her work is incredible.

© 2012 Amy McNamara

NRS: The category of YA literature seems like it’s constantly being refined and redefined today—which, personally, I find especially exciting, because I sometimes don’t know how my books, past and future, fit into the box… and I’m starting to think there is no box. I’m drawn to novels that straddle the line, novels that five or ten years ago would not have even found their way to the YA shelves. “What makes a novel YA?” I ask myself. Such a huge question, I know, because we seem to keep pushing the boundaries of what YA can be with each new season of books.

Your own novel takes place when Wren is 18, in the year between high school and college… Did you intend the novel to be “YA”—or did you write it without a defined label or spot on the bookshelf in mind? How do you see your own novel and how might you categorize it? Does this even matter?

AM: I wrote Lovely, Dark and Deep without a thought for any of that. I wrote for me. I didn’t begin to think about doing anything with it beyond that until after I had a full draft. I was very lucky at that point to have several incredible people step in, ask to read it, and encourage me to take Wren’s story into the world.

Since I wasn’t really writing with audience in mind, Wren’s age and emotional stage arose on their own. I was drawn to her for many reasons, some of which included feeling protective of someone vulnerable. Also, that point in life is so incredible. It’s a time of powerful questions of identity, of thrilling independence and new levels of responsibility.

Around the time I was writing Lovely, Dark and Deep a friend said something very freeing to me. I was confessing with a fair measure of shame my guilty-pleasure love of series television, shows like Jericho, Haven, and Covert Affairs. My friend, a poet, children’s book author, artist, and professor, sniffed like a haughty pony then told me to lose the shame. An avid reality TV fan herself, she said, “There are no restrictions on the life of the mind.”

Maine © 2012 Amy McNamara

NRS: I don’t want to give too much away, but Wren—known as Mamie before, back in the city—is 18 and recovering from a devastating traumatic incident. She’s escaped home to do so, and is now staying in the remote woods where her artist father lives and works. It takes great skill and depth of emotion to be able to write so heart-wrenchingly, honestly, and believably from the perspective of a character who has all her walls drawn up and yet reveal her enough to let readers care about her and feel like they know her. Wren—the “grim girl,” in her own words—keeps so much buried and slowly, slowly lets us in.

How did this voice come to you, and did you find it challenging to write? Did Wren let you in easily, or did you have to fight to get closer? 

AM: Wren’s voice came from some magic place. I woke up with her in my head. I was writing out of my own heartache and Wren’s way of dealing with, or more accurately not dealing with the world was an urge I understood. Doesn’t it seem like a marvelous solution to most unbearable pain? Rename yourself and start again?

After I got her on the page, many people stepped in to help me strengthen the narrative arc. I’m especially grateful to my agent Sara Crowe and my editor Alexandra Cooper. I learned so much from them about crafting narrative and reinforcing voice by resolving issues of tension and pacing that did not come naturally to me.

NRS: What were the books and authors that spoke to you when you were 18, the way Larkin speaks to Wren in this story? And what and who is speaking to you right now, today?

AM: I wish I’d found Larkin when I was 18. I didn’t read Larkin until grad school. I read some poetry in high school, not a lot. I love, love, loved Salinger’s Franny and Zooey, much more than Catcher in the Rye, and I went on an F Scott Fitzgerald bender. I thought he and Zelda were marvelously glamorous, talented, and enviably wild people. I read Virginia Woolf and had a little Bloomsbury crush for a while. TS Eliot, though he was really too difficult for me, and a little Emily Dickinson. Dickinson’s compressed lyric poems were astonishing. Sylvia Plath scared me, but I was drawn anyway to the sheer force of the poems in Ariel. I was crazy for Lorrie Moore’s short fiction as well as the short stories of Ann Beattie and Raymond Carver. I also read Henry James, Nancy Mitford, Muriel Spark, Mary McCarthy. Oh, and Frank O’Hara’s poems! I nearly died from fear after reading Stephen King’s The Shining on a dare from my boyfriend and then had to turn the book backward on the shelf until I could get it back to its owner.

I just finished a great novel called Butter by Erin Jade Lange as well as two collections of poems, Meridian by Kathleen Jesme, and The Game of Boxes by Catherine Barnett. I’ve just started Susanna Moore’s new book The Life of Objects and so far it’s excellent.

Maine © 2012 Amy McNamara

NRS: Lovely, Dark and Deep is out in stores TODAY! Who do you hope finds this book on a shelf in a store or a library? Is there an ideal reader you’re hoping will be drawn to pick this up this stunningly beautiful cover and start reading? I hope s/he finds it.

AM: I’ve had the great fortune already to have had enthusiastic and heart-felt responses from some readers of the review copies—teen readers as well as adults. One girl wrote me a long letter about identifying with some of Wren’s feelings. You know, there can be great shame for people who are feeling bad—we live in a culture, in the United States especially, that has a lot invested in positivity and in putting your best face forward. One hope I have for this book is that it finds its way into the hands of someone who maybe isn’t feeling so hot, who maybe struggles sometimes with feeling hopeful, and who might take some strength in reading the story of someone like them. I think when we’re feeling bad, it helps to find someone else who’s put words to it. I was at a poetry lecture at the Walker Art Center in Minneapolis given by the poet Jorie Graham. She said for months she and her teenage daughter had been struggling to communicate. Her daughter was in a dark place, suffering, she could see that, yet all she could get out of her were shrugs or that she didn’t know, she was “fine.” Ms Graham told the audience that she picked up a thesaurus and highlighted all the words in it she could find that describe feelings, states of being, and gave it to her daughter to help her find her way through her dark wordlessness. I guess I hope this book finds readers who are looking for what I go to fiction for, a good story, a new cast of light, some time outside myself and in the life of another.

© Amy McNamara

Wow. Thank you for such an inspiring, profound interview, Amy. I’m so thrilled to celebrate your pub day with you!

To all reading, Lovely, Dark and Deep by Amy McNamara comes out TODAY, Tuesday, October 16! Visit Amy’s website at amymcnamara.com, and you can also follow Amy on Twitter.

You can read Amy’s poems in Drunken Boat, the 2River View, Linebreak, Spork, and 42 Miles Press.

And guess what? Amy’s book launch party is a week from tomorrow at 7PM on Oct 24th  at 516 Court Street, Brooklyn NY—and it’s open to the public. You should go!


Everyone who entered the giveaway answered this question: What is your creative outlet?

And TWO winners were chosen randomly to win signed copies of Lovely, Dark and Deep. The winners and their answers to the question are…

Jamie: “I am a writer, but sometimes when I’m stifled or stuck with the words on the page, I feel the need to make something solid. My creative outlet is to pull paints, glues, crayons or colored pencils and make something for my apartment, whether it be a pencil holder or a floral arrangement or even a detailed 20-page scrapbook. I grew up crafting with my artist mother, and in creating something physical, my creativity is pulled and pried from an uncontrollable bolt of lightning to a steady electric current.”

jennimoody: “My creative outlet is bellydancing. I love how performing is different from writing. You practice and practice, but then there’s one performance and it is over. It makes me focus on enjoying the process instead of worrying constantly about the end result, and I’m trying to carry this over more into my writing. 🙂 “

Congrats, Jamie and jennimoody! I will contact you for your mailing addresses! I hope you love Lovely, Dark and Deep as much as I do.

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