My new novel, 17 & Gone, comes out this week on March 21, and to mark the release of this story about a 17-year-old girl haunted by the missing, I’ve asked some authors I know to join me in answering this question… What haunted YOU at 17? Here’s Tiffany Trent revealing what obsessed and haunted her when she was 17 years old…
THE WOMAN WHO HOPES FOR TOMORROW
Guest post by Tiffany Trent
What haunted me at 17 haunts me still. Back then, of course, it was fresher. At age 8 or 9, I’d seen a program on HBO narrated by Orson Welles—The Man Who Saw Tomorrow. It was about Nostradamus and his predictions of war, terror, and famine. It made such a deep impression on me that I had elaborate nightmares about it for years, and some of my first stories came from these nightmares. It was the first time I understood war as more than an abstract concept. It was the first time I looked at the mushroom clouds of nuclear explosions and understood this was the sort of thing that could happen to us if we weren’t careful.
Lucky for me, I suppose, I was born toward the end of the Cold War. We didn’t have to hide under our desks, but we were afraid, nonetheless.
But there was another war going on, one far more subtle and insidious, and I became aware of it only slowly. I can dimly remember the oil crisis of the ’70s, my legs stuck to the hot naugahyde seats while my mother waited in the gas lines.
My father and I loved to explore the natural world together. Over and over wherever we went, seeking the world my father had known as a child, we found it shrinking. I could only get the barest glimpse of the world he had known as the bulldozers pushed over the trees he’d loved and raked long red scars along the paths he’d walked.
I would often watch the mountains, the trees, the birds slowly diminishing and I realized one day that if all of this were gone, we would be gone, too. I became an eco-warrior in high school, trying to push everyone to recycle, trying to reduce my waste output. My parents had always gardened, and I tried to get my father to use organic methods (sometimes he would, but often he wouldn’t). I campaigned for the Sierra Club and helped clean up Tinker Creek, the Roanoke River, roadsides…whenever I could.
To tell you the truth, I was pretty obnoxious about all of it, and I’m sure many people got tired of my rants about how we were destroying the earth. I was so focused on the land and its creatures that I seldom thought of humans at all, except as pests that needed to be controlled.
I went to college first in wildlife management (and, when that didn’t work out), then in English with a heavy emphasis on environmental literature. I got graduate degrees in both creative writing and environmental studies. I’ve been around the world and seen even more devastation than Nostradamus could have possibly dreamed. And I’ve seen people stuck in the middle of it, trying to make a living in the toxic fields of modern civilization, smiling all the while.
My fear is different than it was when I was 17, but it’s still there. I am less certain of the answers, and I’m more aware that humans are a precious part of the solution, whatever that may be. What I’ve learned from the people I’ve met is that we cannot live in fear all the time. We must turn that fear to love. And I think that is part of why I write what I write, part of why I was so very honored when earlier this spring my novel The Unnaturalists won a Green Earth Book Award Honor for its environmental message.
I still have hope that there is time for a different future, one that does not include the nightmares of The Man Who Saw Tomorrow. I still have hope that whatever we fear for ourselves and our children can be turned into the love of doing what’s right for all of us.
Tiffany Trent is the author of the award-winning young adult steampunk fantasy THE UNNATURALISTS and the HALLOWMERE series. She has also published numerous short stories and environmental essays. She lives and writes in the New River Valley of Virginia. When not writing, she’s out chasing chickens or playing with bees.
Find her online at tiffanytrent.com.
Follow @tiffanytrent on Twitter.
MORE HAUNTINGS
Don’t miss the other posts in the series. Throughout the week, more YA authors will reveal what haunted them at 17. Here are the Haunted at 17 posts so far…
- Libba Bray: Haunted at 17
- Gayle Forman: Haunted at 17
- Steve Brezenoff: Haunted at 17—visit his blog to read his post!
- Stephanie Kuehnert: Haunted at 17—visit her blog to read her post!
Feel inspired and want to share what haunted you at 17? If you write a post on your blog, leave a link or tweet it to me. I’ll send you some 17 & Gone swag if you’d like it, and I’ll be featuring all the posts in a round-up at the end of the week!
GIVEAWAY!
Want to win a signed hardcover of 17 & Gone, some swag, and a signed hardcover of Imaginary Girls to keep it company? Every commenter on this Haunted at 17 post will be entered to win. You can also enter by filling out this entry form.
The giveaway is international. Closes 11:59 p.m. EST on Thursday, March 28. Two winners will be chosen.
17 & GONE NEWS:
If you’ll be in New York City for the NYC Teen Author Festival, come see me and get a signed copy of the book! Full schedule here—look out for me on Friday, March 22 at the Union Square Barnes & Noble or Saturday, March 23 at McNally Jackson or Sunday, March 24 at Books of Wonder!- The 17 & Gone Blog Tour is all about the images that spoke to me—and inspired and illuminated parts of the story—while I was writing the book. I collected them all on my Pinterest inspiration board, and each stop on the blog tour reveals one of these images and a passage inspired by it. Here’s the first stop: my guest post on Mundie Moms.
- I’m touched and honored to say that Courtney Summers is holding a giveaway for 17 & Gone right now—she’s been so kind and supportive, which means extra-much to me because I admire her like whoa! She’s giving away 17 & Gone (along with an ARC of the anthology Defy the Dark). Enter her Facebook giveaway. This giveaway closes soon!
- If you’ve pre-ordered 17 & Gone or plan to buy it this week (thank you so much for your support! it means the world to me!) and can’t be in New York City to get it signed, I have a way to sign your book from afar. Leave a comment on this photo on my Facebook author page and I may just mail you a signed and personalized bookplate.
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